Behind Your Back

I wanna scar my face for all to see
The way I feel’s your fault to me
Why can’t you just talk to me?
‘Cause being strong’s so hard to be

Now all I once thought that I knew
Has turned out fake, haven’t you?
And if you knew, you’d panic too
Seems I can’t have truth and have you too

I find myself inside your trap
How could I be so blind as that?
I shed these tears behind your back
The good times, can’t we rewind to that?

I guess since time just flows one way
To try is futile, or so some say
I’m torn between to go and stay
And which is right? I’ll know one day.