Your essence is with me wherever I go The pain that I feel’s getting hard not to show I want it to end but it’s fading so slow And I know that your love I don’t even deserve And that fact seems to touch such a sensitive nerve Though I wish we could try again, making “us” work I am fearful of causing you any more hurt And I hope that you know, if for only your sake That I’m paying quite deeply for all my mistakes If it seems like I’m happy, please know that it’s fake It’s my way of erasing the pain that I make ‘Cause now I’m alone and I’ve made quite a mess My endurance has surely been put to the test And what you are thinking I can’t even guess But I hope that you’re peaceful, and wish you the best