But mostly second best, And lying words so often heard, Don’t give my patience rest. So I try to ignore them, But the problem only grows, I fight the hate with love, Yet I still lose my repose. If I somehow was able, To attenuate my pain, And still I felt like this, There’d be no one else to blame. However as it stands, If any longer I’m ignored, I’m giving up on friends, For they’re too much to afford.