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Disgusted by your decadence I’m retching at your wretchedness Your gluttony, a tragedy Your selfishness is gagging me Excess expressed perpetually Protect assets so fretfully Expect the best, reject the rest…

I'm becoming quite familiar with my pain - Carefully, and intimately inspecting it Observing it closely, from all angles Learning every curve, crevice and crease Calculating its dimensions with precision Quantifying its characteristics with acuity and acumen Estimating exactitudes of extremity Analytically assessing stressors…

In the presence of possible perfection, Impossible perception? In concept, yes; The lesson? I question. Second guess exceptions Regress to less-than, stressin'…

I was bruised and I was hurting In my weakness, was a burden Though your strength sustained me through It clearly took its toll on you And though I hate you went away I am amazed how long you stayed The simple words here I will say…

Anchor my roots in Your dirt by the river The Savior’s pursuit mends the hurts at my center Amazing that You seek the worst of all sinners And blatantly prove You’re a perfect forgiver I’m certain You heal and bind up all my hurting That You will improve how I feel; lighten burdens Observing Your Word, as I’m still finding purpose…

The stillness of the chillest air Instills some feelings of despair The leaves are leaving trees so bare Completing seasons we’ve all shared Now warmth is growing, Light’s increased Our hope has formed as nights have ceased The old’s eroding, groans and griefs…

The blood on these walls is so beautiful I scratched all my nails down to their cuticles I numbed all the pain with pharmaceuticals This ending to my life’s so suitable I ran off everyone who ever knew me I knew not what I do, was quite unruly These mistakes have taken over, they overgrew me…

Earth’s built at a tilt that I am not aligned to It’s certain I should work in a way I’m not designed to To wit: this must be it, and all there is that I’m confined to But if you think like this, then shit, they’ve been able to blind you! Have you longed to be so lost that one could never ever find you? Or to go so far into the dark you don’t know what’s behind you? Wondered how’d life be without your thoughts there to remind you…

Adrift amid desolate waters I recollect the depths the wetness hides The surface, this thin boundary Divides the separate sides As I recall the wrecks that led me to The depths of water Grey I see the deep beneath me’s…

Another relationship ends in disaster Why can I not seem to find what I’m after? For two to be one, ’till death do us part To love and to hold, with all of our hearts The concept is simple, the idea is trite So why should it be such a chore to get right? I accept your flaws, and you accept mine…

There’s a hole in my heart the size of your love Try to keep it below but it’s rising above And it’s spreading and snaking its way through enough That I’m sitting here saying this stuff is too much And I’m wishing and praying that you’d disappear Wanna be left alone, but I look, you’re still here And the unknown you know, is my life’s biggest fear…

Make this place amazing And I’ll stay for many days But take away this great escape And I may fade into the gray Of such despair that there Are hardly terms I find that could compare To match the horror of this beauty…

You’re insane to be happy So I must bring you down Your smile, it attacks me So with me you must frown Your success is a threat To the chains that I’m bound I cannot fly with you So we’ll both hit the ground…

I see with different eyes I hear with other ears Transparent now the lies The truth so very clear The grip that had a hold Has slipped and been released The dark that was so cold…

Your memory’s attached to all that I know Your essence is with me wherever I go The pain that I feel’s getting hard not to show I want it to end but it’s fading so slow And I know that your love I don’t even deserve And that fact seems to touch such a sensitive nerve Though I wish we could try again, making “us” work…

If you are here and reading this I probably understand Why you are desperate, searching For a single helping hand Amid these middle fingers That this world thrusts right at you You’re seeking some relief…

By God we're molested It's called "being tested" For His Holy Sake We are beaten and raped Just so He's entertained We get suffering, pain And then we take the blame…

My body is my puppet And my mind the puppet master It pulls the strings that bring the things My mind thinks it is after It craves the way (to your dismay) That life’s a big disaster But in the end it’s just pretend…

The birds are laughing at me again… It must be nature’s way of informing me that I wasn’t formed fit for survival That though I break the cycle My genes are not vital And won’t recycle into another version of myself with a different title So I remain idle,…

Rip the head off, shove it through All the eyes can see is you All they seem to do is stare But body doesn’t seem to care There’s lightning drops through trees of rain I wish that God would cease this pain But harder that I seem to pray…

I feel as if the floor below Is caving in beneath me That I will fall so deep I know That no one else can reach me It seems the things I think are true Unfailingly deceive me And all the good I try to do Just fades away completely…

Her lips are an Elixir I Sip as I kiss her It’s Sick how I’ve missed her The Distance betwixt her And I was quite trying There’s no use denying Though once I was crying…

We were together just a season Still, effects have lasted years And we never find a reason When our Fates decide to veer From where we thought we just might go We find we’ve ended up right here And though we stooped to quite a low We never had the slightest fear…

I’m sick, I’m done, I’m through With walking all this way just to Give up at edges of the ledges That I wish to dive from to Down to the ground to make the sound Of body pounding pavement found …

Your pain is mine, I feel it deep And for your bind these lashes weep Your road is long and wide and steep But still upon it do you keep And so I’m forced to shy away To wait till you realize and say That you must save your life today…

You can burn me, I won’t club you You can push me, I won’t shove you You can hate, but I will love you As I soar so far above you You can steal, and I’ll still give And you can kill but I will live And you may bend, but I’ll stay stiff…

You just resist me to make me stronger You hurry me so it can last a little longer And now you’ll see the grief you reap and place upon me And we’ll look back and see all of this quite fondly And oddly I’m out for the first go-around But I’m struck by the fact that your kindness abounds I’ve unwound, and I’ve found that the Light in the tunnel…

My heart doesn’t beat at the same frequency, you see Cause for me it beats a sweet heavenly melody That is free to them that see peace and ease Instead of tragedy Who see good instead of the bad they had to see Who stay glad, not mad By saying “can’t” and “flee” Whose answers see…

Life is what you make it You can build or even break it It is just the way you take it And however you may fake it You have faith but you forsake it You have eyes that are quite vacant And you need to learn some patience…

I don’t know where I’ve been I don’t know where I’m going And all that I am doing Is doing what He’s showing To some it surely seems His mighty wind is blowing And though you feel the chill…

I’ve come into this place From very far away A distant side of space Where black and white are gray I don’t know what to say But use your nouns and verbs To always get my way…

Cleansed from my sins I fall back in again And begin to defend All my darkest of whims And I spin myself wildly out of control As I dig myself deeper into my dark hole In this well that I’ve fell…

One is just too many A thousand, not enough A hunger you can’t fill A never-ending lust At start a simple spark By end a raging blaze A life of ash and dust…

Blending in again Pretending I am one of them Erase what I'm about To take my place among the crowd Invisibility Is all that's really left of me I wish someone could see…

Your ways conjure pictures of a kind of place Beyond Time and space Where lines are erased and confines are replaced With a kind of timeless grace Designed to find a bright Angel’s face Amongst unlikely waste Your essence has expressed itself exceptionally…

Tonight, the stars have aligned They’re Divinely designed And in spite of my life and my mind All I find Is all is just fine And all of this time You’ve been behind as my guide …

Fate twisted reflection Locked in a gaze Both seeing ourselves Inside of each other We were more than lovers Twins of dual mothers Stuck inside this haze Of amazing mazes…

These pages blaze as I shape great escapes For playful playmates nine-eighths grateful For my taking hate and replacing it with faith ‘Cause I don’t feign But maybe fake fame As a phase of this face That has been changed…

I’m at your feet, I hate to beg I shouldn’t have to, so you’ve said But for each tear my lashes shed Each seems to equal drops you’ve bled And so each time the moisture spreads I watch my choices in my head And question how you could accept…

Your love has been replaced with a razorblade An amazing safe place that evades pain Erasing in reverse, a curse placed upon skin That hurts and shirks all our worth within My heart’s thin, and malnourished Why must we end when we began to flourish? I have no courage, no trust in myself Nobody else,…

This crest is pretty sketchy In a very etch-a-way I’m blessed by this expressive Blessing that You’ve fetched my way Instead of all I’ve bled Just being left to waste away I’m fed by daily Bread…

I never feel more alive than right at that time When my mind has declined reason and rhyme And decided to fly to a higher climb To the Divine A place where angels dine And there’s no crime All’s always fine…

Just what you see is what will be Not just for me – you, I, and we But see the glitter in your dreams And sing the songs of all the Kings And this is just how it should seem With you right here, how Good can be …

Weave me dreams I can’t conceive But leave the seams so I’ll believe And understand all in this land Was planned and formed by Dancing Hands That all expanse of plants and trees Were planted so I’d glance and see Remind each time I pant and breathe…

I cannot stand to see you fade To watch you as you slip away To see the look upon your face As all your rainbows change to grey The colors that once shone so bright Now plain as day and dark as night I wish you’d not give up this fight…

You can laugh at me But actually There’s a catastrophe That’s gonna come right after me It’ll capture, seize And attack with disease And all blackness will freeze But then naturally…

My dear, my dear, My Pot of Gold How did you ever Grow so old? You’re not as young As you once were And fight these Moments to conserve…

You’re abused and you don’t care You feel pain, but aren’t aware You explain, and try to share But you are shamed by those who stare Your face is plain, emotions bare You are insane, people are scared Who is to blame? You are apparently…

Kill me curse me bash me hate me Fill me nurse me lash me greatly Beat me till my blood runs out And bash your fists into my mouth And stab some blades into my eyes Attach some gashes to my thighs …

You wear masks to hide your rotting faces You never think twice bout the pain it replaces Shapeless, you morph into any form deformed or perfect Is it worth it? Should you curse it? Should you fall to your face and just worship? Certain, we call out to places unseen Like some dumb dreams…

I cut my feet so that every step will be a reminder of who I am Voices in my head talk me off to sleep, as tears fall down my cheek I am nothing without the Beauty that lives in the sky Diamonds can’t be broken, so why even try It’s a lie that belies the greatest of fears I’m talking tears, spheres, and a few beers That’s right, I’m yelling, excelling and telling that I’m failing Laugh about it for sure, you perv, this is what you deserve…

We’re addicted to our lives We try so hard to hide We sing our lullabies While we slowly die inside We drift from sea to sea To see what we can see But in the end our dreams…

Perpetual youth is a thing best attained By spending time you gain on those less vain It’s insane, but age has a way of delaying Blame and other such strangely painful things But all the same, it’s simply plain to resist I mean, that is ignorance is bliss Just a kiss, and the frog is a prince…

She's better than you'll ever be So drown now in your jealousy I hate that you don't cherish me But you're too good apparently So play your little stupid games And turn our love to cupid flames It seems that I've been duped, insane…

In life I’ve found out lots And as near as I can tell You have to take the shots And things aren’t always well No matter where you turn Some things are hard to see One thing that I’ve learned…

Come with me! Leave your body behind The time for the unlocking of your mind has arrived No use blocking, your eyes must defy the sunshine You will find stopping so bright but realize There’s no use trying to stop it, take our lives Pop it, close your eyes tight and get ready to fight For your life, what sun would burn your eyes lifted to flight?…

Leave your mind behind Read between the lines See beyond confines Sea, the pond, and pines Believe you’re wrong, imply Release, you’re gone, now die It’s peace, so long, goodbye…

Rainbow jellyfish Float through the sky! Fairy dust, Fairy dust Eye for an eye Tiny vortex starland Twinkle twinkle by Pixie dust, pixie dust Life is but a lie…

Standing here staring I’m glaring And daring you to breathe Release another fetal reason to bleed Upon streets of gold leading me to believe These pieces ease leastly diseases Feasted upon these seasons of grief…

Why don’t people like me? I often wonder why I cannot seem to please them However hard I try The nicer that I am The more ignored I get The more I treat them well…

Were it me one with you Then I’d be what you choose And you’d see from your view This fresh me that is new I can see and I’m sure Of your sweetness so pure But your secrets are blurred…

Something sang to me a song of inconsistency And so I questioned what it really meant to me And I decided that it was just meant to be and felt the pain release quite instantly Like myself falling on my face flat against me and spinning into space so freely and simply So empty and hollow, yet still do I follow…

Our life is a luxury we don’t enjoy And sadness the worker we often employ Our attitudes negative day after day Instead of enjoying we wish life away Our mouths they are laughing to hide our malaise And put on a front for each eye that may gaze They’re curving on upward and forming a grin Our lips they are smiling to hide what’s within…

I’m staring at before And now for sake of grief I’m lying to myself And playing make-believe Pretending what we were Was more than what it was And though I may embellish it It matters not, because……

The life inside has died It does no good to close my eyes For in my mind I can still see The sum of what we used to be So now from me I must subtract The part of you that I now lack And distance ‘tween us multiplies…

Again have I fell I am mad with myself And the distance has grew And I’m farther from You So myself I attack Cause I cannot get back And I want to just bow…

Whispering regrets through air Struggle so hard not to care Concern seems so tied to pain Try to not to stop the rain The consequences are so vast Wish that I could change the past Wish that it I could erase…

When the only good thing in your life leaves you And you know you are to blame It becomes difficult to swallow The truth of the matter It becomes difficult to push it deep Down into the dark recesses of your heart And to hopefully forget it was ever there And you do, for a while, forget…

Alcohol swabs get me ready to accept The needle into my vein In it goes, releasing its warm, precious cargo Straight to my brain, body, mind and soul I’m being prepped for surgery And boy are these nurses friendly I wonder if- …

Homogeneous mechanical melting pot Fluorescence blinking a thousand times per second One blink for every person that walks by One by one, all in a line they go by But in the blink of an eye They’re gone All of this Destroyed…

Circular reflections distort trees Swaying in the breeze Filter out what’s bad, and just breathe Release tension, make sure to mention What it is that bothers you genuinely Be honest, and take your one-step premium injection What bothers me is rejection…

Your hole is a black one I cannot escape Etched in my memory’s Your pretty face Wherever I go I can’t get away I want you to leave But inside you stay…

I can feel myself rising with the smoke Up to meet the sky in broad daylight Drifting up until I bang my brain On an errant cloud And the entire sky collapses on top of me Swallowing me deep into the darkest pit Of a God-shaped void drilled directly into my heart …

Existence is dreary I find myself weary Of constantly giving The effort of living I wish I would not That my breathing would stop And mostly that I…

I feel it again burning deep from within Feel it creep down my skin to the ink in this pen On this paper a flavor of favor to read A few players relate like the Savior you need You were made to be seen and I hate that it seems That I waste all my genes by just chasing these dreams …

The sky is falling I’m screaming and calling War blades are glistening But nobody’s listening Famine is coming But no one is running The Word does reveal…

The road is crooked and the streets are wavy I’m the chauffeur that is driving myself crazy The wheel’s hard to turn and my hands get lazy But still I just keep on drivin myself crazy People may suck and the world may hate me But only I have the power to drive myself crazy The depths of hell, they impatiently await me…

give live care share everything with your brother what’s mine is yours and yours is mine…

The walls of life are crashing down I cannot find a way to feel My legs are amputated, still I find emotions stay concealed I love to sleep, except the world Wants me to act like I’m awake And so I now must always try…

My God, why do I feel so worthless? All I want to do’s your purpose But I know not where to start For you have left me in the dark And so with hands through life I’ll feel Until your light turns on, reveals The path that’s narrow, very straight…

If you’re sick, I want to heal you If you’re evil then I’ll kill you If you have a loving heart Then you and I shall never part I’ll heal your wounds when you are cut And I will free you when you’re stuck And if I see you self-destruct…

This is a kill yourself list Hit your head with your fist Take razors to your wrists And drink rum till you’re so pissed You place the barrel of a gun Under your tongue and place your thumb Upon the trigger but I figure…

So many times I should have died But He was there Right by my side Each time that Death Has come and tried He’s made it so I’ve stayed alive…

Delusional illusion, confused and used to bruises The fuse is the problems reduced to tightened nooses The truth is, life couldn’t hang me if it tried I refuse it from insanely deep inside I can prove it, you just name the place and time I’ll remove it, turn around and face the tide…

It was a cold December night And I was upstairs in my room With her And I loved her so More than you can know …

If we loved everyone as our child, The world would be a better place And if you do not run You can’t finish the race The world is made of rock Surrounded endlessly by space Your pupils shine like lasers And rainbows form your face…

There’s nothing more in the world That will make you truly happy It’s all inside, now hidden Between cracks in a broken heart Adorned in anguish-stricken purple Photographed as novelty of the month According to desire of pleasure…

Hello friend So good to see you again It’s been so long How have you been? Since we last met What have you done Since I’ve been away? …

My teardrops keep on falling The steady river never halts It matters not what causes them It’s still somehow my fault I live for crumbs and morsels Hope for diamonds in this rough No matter how much work I do…

The leaves paint pictures on my walls For me to see as they sway back and forth In the breeze, calmly casting complex Shadows for me to appreciate The same wind that moves these trees Also carries away clouds, dreams, and loose paper Quietly, away and out of reach they go…

We’re parallell lines And I can see you from where I am Always right next to me And yet so distant Our lines never cross Our paths never intersect We never come together…

Someone please release me From this terrible disease I’m aching, shaking, waiting For some kind of sweet relief Oh, lift me up, or tear me down It matters not the least to me Just take away, or take my brain…

I know you’re there somewhere But where, I just don’t know This world, it moves so quickly But these moments pass so slow And if I could I’d serve you Till the very day I die But knowing that I can’t…

It sounds so simple To the uninitiated Surrender Give up Release it Let go…

Up and at ‘em, rise and shine! Take your place in back of line It will be big, but start off small And you’ll avoid your wake up call! Get out of bed, and rub those eyes You’re in for quite a large surprise You must be short before you’re tall…

I saw a shadow last night Not the kind you see on walls It lived in three dimensions And through the air it crawled It had no face or features But its outline was so clear It caused me to be frightened…

Seven AM came too soon I’d give up anything for noon And as noon passed us out of sight I’d long to then have till midnight And as midnight to past would go I’d wish to then have time be slowed And as the darkness faded ‘way…

My Lord, My God, protect me Please don’t let them get me Please have them not succeed You know my every need My Savior, make them humble Please cause their plans to fumble Please let Your Love surround me…

The streetlights drape and cover the world, Their light stretches through the inky depths The soft orange glow faintly outlines And traces its way firmly into the darkness, Casting shadows behind all objects lucky enough To be within reach of their warm iridescence I sit alone, in the dark…

How selfish I can be To see it all the way I see And to ignore the fact that I Could be the things that I deny Because although viewed as a curse My life could be so very worse…

I am a drop of water Dripping down into the sea And of this grandest puzzle I am a single piece I am a single pixel in This screen that I reside I am a single star among…

Beauty, you simply Now tempt me again And I’m forced to resist The commencement of sins Though I try and deny Building fences within I was lied to again…

You don’t know what you do to me You cannot comprehend it Your hands are reaching, ripping open Wounds I thought had mended Your sweet lips they utter Words of another Not words of those who Should be a lover…

Why am I happy one minute And then so sad the next? Why is it that I never seem To know what to expect? Why is it I lose control And then I gain it back When I’m ready it just sits…

Time itself freezes in your prescence The hands of clocks, they slow And when you walk so swift The world is quick in tow Just so you know how wowed I am That you’ve allowed me to be in And to begin my life anew…

Do not cry Dry your eyes Take a sigh And realize That the peace That she seeks Is so these…

When I do you don’t And when I want you won’t When I can’t, you will When I stop, you still When I give, you take When I mend, you break When you fight, I shield…